Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Studying the song of solomon has been by far one of the best decisions I have ever made! The book is rich, and there is just sooo much in there! I am studying it like Jesus is the Groom and we, the church, are the Bride. I am really hungry for the Lord, and I feel like I just can't get enough of Him! Really!!
I have a few trials I am currently persevering through. One is seemingly feeling like I don't have any friends. Of course I do have friends, but, I don't feel a tight-knitted bond with anyone. Who is looking out for me? Who am I looking out for? At least when I lived in Korea, we all took care of each other better I think. Also, I don't earn enough money to pay all the debts, so that is a BIG drag! I am able to pay for rent, and food, but beyond that, life is rough. I can barely save anything to pay off debts, let alone buy a car. Basically, I am just plodding along, one foot in front of the other. But, I am not making any progress. Drats! So far, it hasn't gotten me too down, but, I can't stay like this forever, you know? Something's got to give, soon.
There are many things for which to be thankful. Let's see, first one comes to mind is living in a home rather than at a bus stop or on the street. . And, playing around with my new toy, the ipod, is fun too. I enjoy studying Korean, and hanging out at the Korean spas and saunas in K-town. I have alot of good memories of friends I have made over the years. And, I get to sleep in a bed, not the floor. I live in a nice, temperate climate, not a cold, rainy or snowy one. And, I have good health. These are the good things in my life right now.