Oh Korea, How I Totally Miss You~

What is going on with me, I wonder? I've been back in the States for exactly 3 years, to the month. You would think I would have gotten over wanting to go back to Korea by now. But, I haven't. Why? Or, more precisely, why not? That is what I am wondering these days. True, I had the opportunity to teach overseas again, starting last month, but at the last minute the doors to that opportunity closed for me. But, why do I have this lingering desire to return to that country? Is it because I truly have a calling for ministry in that country? Is it homesickness for my previous home? I do endear and miss Korea. That leaves me to question myself, what about Korea do I miss? I miss the fellowship. I miss the friendships. I miss the hanging out with people. I miss a good Korean cooked meal. But, I also miss having the money to afford buying a nice Korean meal. I miss my feeling of independence. I miss the feeling of closeness with good friends. And, I miss the feeling of having a good job, a job that I enjoyed, and felt like I was doing something good for humanity and mankind.

There were hard, challenging times too. I mustn't forget those! Am I having a hard time readjusting to the American culture, and way of life, even 3 years later? Or, is Someone speaking to me? So, this is what I am thinking about these days. How I long to go back to Korea, but the door is seemingly closed for me at this time. In the meantime, I am doing other things to occupy myself. I have a new pad I'm moving into this weekend, that is nearly rent-free. And, I spend my time job hunting, applying, and getting discouraged about nothing turning up yet!! True, I have a job tutoring, but, I haven't received any students to tutor yet, so, it's like having a job but no hours to work. I pulled out some money from a savings account to live. I visit the food pantry and/or volunteer there and get some food that way. I'm sure a good thing is going to happen to me soon!! to be continued...

Seek 1st the Kingdom of God...

So, lately I've been thinking alot about this verse, "Seek 1st the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you as well." Jesus taught this. My thoughts are, well, what does it mean, to seek 1st the kingdom? And, how does one do it? To me, seeking the kingdom of God 1st means to have a kingdom mentality. To be a kingdom minded person. To have and to want above all else God's rule and God's reign operating in my life, personally, locally, and globally. To get up in the morning and seek 1st the KOG includes prayer and Bible reading. And, reading another helpful book right now, "Become a Better You" by Joel Osteen. I'm sure there are more applications for this verse, but, these are a few that I've been pondering lately. to be continued...

Would Anyone Like to...?

한국어 공부고십어요...

Thoughts on Lonliness...

I've learned a few things about lonliness in my lifetime, and, I'd like to share them with you. My hope is that you, or someone you know, would be encouraged by my words!

First of all, lonliness is not forever!! Lonliness passes. It might come and go, but, it definately goes away!! Having said that, of course passing through a season or time of lonliness is not fun at the moment, but, remember, that's all it is, is a passing through. There is light at the end of the tunnel.

to be continued...

Disappointment

What do we do when disappoint comes? We can wallow in our sorrow or we can pick up the pieces and move on. I think that we need to experience the grief that comes with disappointments in life, and then move on. Yes, I do admit, the grieving process may not be fun at times, but, it is necessary for growth and survival. Hopefully, God gives us a circle of friends that we can grieve with. Know that God feels our pain too. And, as time passes, and we experience the various phases of the grieving process, healing comes too. There is joy in the morning! After darkness comes the light. So, if you or someone you know is dealing with a disappointment in his/her life, let them know that there is light at the end of the tunnel! Indeed, grieve, and mourn the loss of whatever it was that brought you sorrow. But, take heart, my friend, God has not abandoned you. God has not forgotten about you. Let yourself be loved by God and the friends of God. Open up your heart to a trusted friend and there you find your healing.

Things to Do~

Things I can do to keep busy~ while waiting for my new job to start!!

1. Study Korean.
2. Study Spanish.
3. Look for a part time job.
4. Volunteer~help bag groceries in the warehouse.
5. Play guitar.
6. Visit family/friends.
7. Take a yoga or dance class at the gym.
8. Write my thank you notes.
9. Sleep alot-NOT!!
10. Stay busy. Stay productive!
11. Help Joey with his business.

Allright, looks like there's plenty to do to stay occupied until new position starts. That's what I better do!!

CDs for Sale~Used

I'm gonna be selling some of my CDs for about $3.00. Let me know if you or anyone you know is interested in buying. Send email to mo4him97@yahoo.com or facebook me!

Chicago 17
New Edition, All for Love
Sheryl Crow, The Globe Sessions

Jeff Searles, Inside Me
Jennifer Knapp, Kansas
Michael W. Smith, Go West Young Man
Point of Grace, life love & other mysteries

You Are in Control, Touching The Father's Heart, Live Worship
Jesus Lead On, Touching The Father's Heart, Live Worship
I Bow Down, #11, Touching Th Father's Heart, Live Worship Songs of the Vineyard
Hear Our Cry, #7, Touching The Father's Heart, Live Worship Songs of the Vineyard

Canciones de la vina,Spanish Vineyard Music CD

Worship Alive, Volume 1, Calvary Chapel Music, Live worship series
The Spirit and the Bride, The Worship of Calvary Chapel Costa Mesa
Passion for His Presence LIVE, People of Destiny

Unspoken Truth, Recorded Live!