Modern Day Psalm

I feel like crying right now.

My job is down to 3 days a week.

Really?

How am I going to pay for my rent? food? bills?

Actively searching for a new job.

Frantic.

Really.

This stinks now.

But God has a plan, right?

That's what I'm counting on.

Banking on Him.

To come through for me.

Again!

I hope!!

I Want You in My Life...

Did you ever feel like there was a group of friends, and you felt like you belonged? You didn't have to do anything special, but you could just be yourself, and you belonged to the group? God recently showed me who my friends are; not just who my friends are, but who my LIFETIME friends are. The ones closest that I will get to always be friends with, even if life or circumstances change. We will always be friends. Christian friends. I was at a friend's house last week, and, just by being together, I realized that these friends, who had been in my past, would also be in my future Lord-willing of course. These are my friends who feel as close as family to me. So, I thank God for putting godly people in my life.

Focus on God's Goodness...

Girlfriends from church. Girlfriends for life. Girlfriends with biblical worldviews. Girlfriends who love God, family, church, and me!!
Life is such an interesting thing. We never know the turn of events that may happen. There is always a good thing up ahead, just around the corner, in my humble opinion. For example, my girlfriend, Nackwon, had a birthday party for her daughter to which I was invited. And, one of my old roommates, and friends, Jill, was there. What a treat it was (for me) to get to see and talk with her!! I love how God has these little surprises along the way for us on our journeys. No matter what is going on in our lives, we have to remember and focus on God's goodness, all the time. God is good, let us focus on that.

Everything Good, part 1

Some of my good qualities are: I have a pretty smile. I have a great personality! I am compassionate and kind hearted. I am organized. I am clean and neat. I speak Spanish moderately and some Korean too. I like to help people. I enjoy deep conversations and laughter too. I am an amazing, beautiful, masterpiece!!
to be continud...

Excitement

I am very very very very very very very, excited. I have a telephone interview this week for a new job. Oh, it is an answer to prayer.

Passion

Tonight one of the questions we discussed was passion. We talked about what is passion, and different people shared their thoughts on what passion is. I liked how David described passion as our default thinking mode, or something to that effect. Passion could be described as what we spend our free time thinking about. It is what we get excited about(Cliff). Passion is reflected in what we talk about (Katie). Passion is how we spend our time. So, with these definitions in mind, I began to think about what passions I had. And, I felt like a few things popped up. One of my strong desires is to master the Korean language. Another way I have enjoyed spending time in the past was through guitar, and specifically, playing gospel songs. I realized from this discussion that is a passion-lost, or a passion-hidden or forgotten. Another thing I am always doing at work is inviting people to come to my church. These three things are my passions. However, I am desiring to think more about what I am exited about, and how I spend my time, to become more clear about what are my passions. I also enjoy blogging here. That might be one of my passions too.

What? Me, Happy?

Well, I wasn't sure what title to give this blog for today. Nevertheless, my mood lately has been one of happiness. I have been meeting with friends lately, for dinner, for yougurt, for coffee. Talking and sharing one's life with others brings about a certain kind of joy, a certain kind of happiness, of which I am currently experiencing. I like this feeling.